Birthday baby

Wait o wait o wait. I wish time would slow down a little today. I am twenty three years old today. Happy yes. Too calm though. I wish I could cry like I used to. But I don't want to cry, I just wish I could. I wish I could want something that bad. But then maybe I have all I want and because I am so happy racing through life that there is no need to cry. Maybe I'll never cry again. No I haven't turned numb and s###. I'll just never cry now.

Lame. Twenty three years old. Happy as ever. But wishes to cry. Somebody explain. Likes to dress up. Loves the right way. Laughs just right. Not scared. Dances like crazy. "Awesome". "Awesome". There's no end to the awesomeness. In love with boy beautiful.

Yea yea I'm a WOMAN who's found her way in life, maybe. Oh no but life hasn't begun yet.

What do I say for the twenty three years but thank you.

: ) Sigh.

BrAvO!

Heres to every run you've hit. To your glory and the 'glory of sports'.

Bravo!

My friend forever. How are you so beautiful to me. How can you be enough for it all. How can it take just the two of us to make it so right. And damn the men you and I ever loved. Damn every curse. How can you fix it for me so good. And if I were to die tonight, I'll know that you loved me and so what if you had a brother to love as well. I had none, I had you and them. I'll know I love you more than any dream I've ever had and that my life was complete.

I said hello

He sings it just right.

The lake is a mirror tonight

You're too simple.

You'll be happy.

Forever.

Colour it red.

Colour it pink.

Do what you want.

A sin is a sin.

There are these lines on the front of my hand, my palm. They say, they say something. Look and tell me what I am. Tell me what I wish to be. Tell me what I'll be. Tell me what I live for. Tell me what I'll live for. I know, you tell me?

THANK YOU

Life that you breathed into me when I came at your door.

Maybe on lonely nights.

Maybe on endless days.

That which you gave to me, though I never asked you.

Your's that I took from you.

Why do I forget that I owe the same elsewhere, that I owe it myself.

October afternoon

bucket full of clothes,

I'll sing till I turn deaf.

The blue polythene is stuck on the tree,

the cow might chase you till you go crazy.

Till you jump into the lake,

and then maybe you'd turn into a frog and live in peace,

forever and ever.

Remind of this really cheesy thing I really believed in years ago "Dreams that you dare dream sometimes do come true".

Now when I have the time. Now that I can. Now when I want to more than any other time.

Tell me to make it happen.